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Hi - Well, I've been gone for a while. . .and that is because I forgot what was important to me. I love the environment and I love how people take care of them selves but I'm not sure that is necessarily what I need to talk about to heal me. . . and you know blog SHOULD BE therapeutic for the writer. . . . Don't you think. . . ???? Well, whatever the reason, and by the way I am trashed right now and earlier this evening spent considerable time discusssing literature with a woman I found fascinating. 'Well, interesting, at least 'cause she shared my interest in reading.

So my so mundane point is, let's get real. Mostly I hate everbody and love everbody all at the same time. A contradiction. So what, it's how I feel. You miserable shits just forget that we are all in this together. We want so much, and will settle for so little. A smile, an affirmation, an nod, a wave from an adjacent car to let us in. . .and that is it. We are happy. We have a good day.

Why, oh, why is that so hard to accomplish on a daily basis . . .. because I truly believe we as humans want to little to get by. . . .