Mom saying goodbye

Just got up and my dreams are coming through to me slowly. Most of the cast of characters were there last night. My mom was with me for sure and my step-father was too. My father was even there (he still lives and is 90). I don't want to talk about my dreams though. They're too private even for this.

I feel good today. . . No, I really feel good today. Stayed up sort of late, finished "Middlesex" (a prize winner for sure). . and an excited about starting finally the last Harry Potter book. Have Had it since the day it was released but It's the Last One. Ouch! I've wanted to savor it. Look at it ~ and was hoping maybe JK would break down and agree to keep writing. But then I don't know what happens to Harry in this last book . . and oh will my sister be happy. She bugs me to pieces to read it so we can talk about it. . . .

Mostly though I feel good. Just drank my sludge. What a way to start the day ~ awful tasting liquid vitamins (look like liquid seaweed) ~ then I consume ground up flax in cranberry (not juice) water (pure unsweetened cranberry concentrate) with 2 tsp of fine barley grass. Picture this ~ me with straw in one hand, other hand I'm pinching my nose shut so I won't smell this particular foul smelling elixir ~ and sucking it up thru the straw as quick as possible. . .'cause if ya take a break the smell sneaks out ~ no don't stop . .. just keep sucking it up. Whew ~ first cupalla (new word) times I drank it and almost came back up. I'm a smell person. . . If it smells like fish don't eat it. YUK. But if it smells like Basil or Cilantro Oh definitely eat it.

So that is that. My first post of the day. .it's 46 degrees here ~ blustery day ~ Pooh would be looking for Christopher Robin about now. . .walking through the 40 acre wood. Oh my, or maybe Alice chasing the Rabbit down the hole. Love, love, love Lewis Carroll. If you've never read Alice in Wonderland / Through the Looking Glass do yourself a favor. All Adult, all the time. Don't you be confused that Alice is just for kids, 'cause like Harry Potter, definitely not the case. I have the Narnia books too. all 7 - (guess that is a magic number heh? JK). . . you took your cue from a master. Books, my saviour.