Wow, just heard a very very cool story on CNN about a cyberbegging site. Signed up! Who knows I could move forward again ~ through the fog into a world of something other than the haze of my withdrawl from effexor, pain of the fibromyalgia (and don't forget that pesky painful arthritic thumb. . .who'd imagine such a small digit could 'cause so much pain. ..): ) and sit sit sitting at my computer selling 'stuff'. . . .
So I sit here cooling off after my latest wave of hot flashes, buzz, buzz, buzz in the brain. Sorry I missed posting yesterday. Sometimes the simplist (sp??) task seems to take forever. I spent the afternoon yesterday trying to get my act together to go to an exercise class. Work through the pain and fog ~ that is how I'm trying to get through it. Answered yet another call to be a 'guinea pig' and get some assistance for nearly nothing. Jazzercize 'trial' to offer a testimonial after an inexpensive 3 month membership. . .After all that effexor, et al. I packed on an extra 25 (maybe 30 but who's counting??) . . My aches will feel less burdensome I hope with all that extra weight off.
So about the cyberbegging. A small amount to sign up and wha-la! I'm a begging. Not money but for a job - so I can pay the darn student loan before all comes crashing down. . . No wonder I was on anti-anxiety meds. . .Did I come off to soon? No! I say. Everyone has financial worries. But my son is now doing mostly OK, and I can handle this without those meds. Especially if I start achieving a clarity in my thoughts. I am a smart girls. . .got several degrees. The hated law degree (yes, I practiced law for a number of years and hated it toward the end.) Should have kept working for the good guys - non-profits, public sector. Now after an absence I am soo trying to get back. Heck, I applied to be a manager of a Planned Parenthood ~ never ever even got a call back. I had everything they needed . . .and more. Guess it was the AND MORE that prevented me from even getting a call. Hey, I called and left a message with the HR gal. She did not even call me back. That seems wrong. . . don't you??
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